Now what? First step, stop crying. My reaction to this is to isolate, which will reinforce the lack of connection, which is bad.  I’m frightened. I’m worried. I’m sad. I feel like a failure. I feel like sleeping… a LOT. I’m depressed. I feel floaty, but that’s probably the Xanax I took after this conversation.

i’m feeling a lack of connection with you, or rather that you have a lack of connection with me
I’m sorry, but I’ve been having some problems with you, so its best to be distant
maybe not best…. but is rather my response
i see
no wonder i keep asking if you still love me
well, that is a very simple answer… Yes
is there something i can do or not do to help? or should i just let you deal with whatever it is?
i’m not sure
I feel I would like to discuss things with you… but definately not over MSN
but I also feel like not discussing with you ๐Ÿ™‚
well if this is something i can’t do anything to change, i guess i’d rather not discuss it, if there is something than i’d like to know eventually
it is probably something that can not be changed, so I should just figure out how to deal with it…. which is what I have been trying to do lately
 just don’t pull too far away that you don’t know how to get back
yeah… thats a tough one
it sounds like you already are
its the best way I know to deal with difficult issues ๐Ÿ™‚
i mean it sounds like you are already pulling so far away that you aren’t sure you can get back to me
 I suppose
oh wow
i don’t want to lose you
I dont want to be lost ๐Ÿ™‚
I’m definately not going anywhere, so stop worrying about that
bodily anyway


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