Now what? First step, stop crying. My reaction to this is to isolate, which will reinforce the lack of connection, which is bad.  I’m frightened. I’m worried. I’m sad. I feel like a failure. I feel like sleeping… a LOT. I’m depressed. I feel floaty, but that’s probably the Xanax I took after this conversation.

i’m feeling a lack of connection with you, or rather that you have a lack of connection with me
yep
I’m sorry, but I’ve been having some problems with you, so its best to be distant
oh
maybe not best…. but is rather my response
i see
no wonder i keep asking if you still love me
well, that is a very simple answer… Yes
is there something i can do or not do to help? or should i just let you deal with whatever it is?
i’m not sure
I feel I would like to discuss things with you… but definately not over MSN
but I also feel like not discussing with you 🙂
ok
well if this is something i can’t do anything to change, i guess i’d rather not discuss it, if there is something than i’d like to know eventually
nods
it is probably something that can not be changed, so I should just figure out how to deal with it…. which is what I have been trying to do lately
 just don’t pull too far away that you don’t know how to get back
yeah… thats a tough one
it sounds like you already are
its the best way I know to deal with difficult issues 🙂
i mean it sounds like you are already pulling so far away that you aren’t sure you can get back to me
 I suppose
oh wow
i don’t want to lose you
I dont want to be lost 🙂
I’m definately not going anywhere, so stop worrying about that
bodily anyway